suckkitin:

I don’t care if you’re in bed, tucked into your sheets with your night creme on next to your favorite stuffed animal.

I don’t care if you’re in pajamas.

Just took a shower.

Not wearing a sports bra.

Just ate.

Too tired.

Watching a movie.

Videochatting.

Doing homework.

You can get up from…

Thinspiration of the day

   So I decided: I’m gonna lose weight, and I AM gonna have that flat stomach I’ve always wanted *_* 

   I’m starting now and I’m gonna do it, it IS GONNA BE THIS TIME!!! I will diet and limit what I’ll eat :D The only thing is I can’t work out now , because I had nose surgery 4 days ago :\

   Wish me luckk c:

I’ve passed a lot of hours without eating, I got through a point, I felt weak, I pretended to eat, I left the kitchen with food in my mouth to split it all straight in the toilet.I had times that I ate alot more than I should, even after feeling full and I ended up feeling really bad for it. I tried to purge and felt very angry because I couldn’t, I purged, when I was alone at home and I wanted so bad to do it but couldn’t because there were people around…

Everytime I pass through those “anorexic/bulimic periods” I feel awful, because I can’t stand, I tottaly hate to pass the day lying to my family and making them sad. But, on the other hand I want so badly to have a nicer body.

I don’t what to do, I mean I know it’s stupid, but I can’t balance my life: I eat a lot and super bad or a I starve myself..

I don’t know what to do …